♥ Tuesday, September 05, 2006 1:52 PM

This year is almost ending, it's already September in like 1 month, school will close for the holidays :) That's what all of us I suppose are looking forward to. Okay I've been looking back for this past 9 months and I'm really thankful for whatever happened this year.
I still remembered that after we got our posting last year I found out that I'm going to 3C1 with people whom I'm not even close to and I got all sad and worried about it and even regret putting that as my first choice. So I heard that Ann na, Vicky, Bird, Dory and all were going to be in that class and I was like ' Omg, I'm can't mix with them ' Which I got even more worried. 2006 started and I dreaded it, not knowing how am I going to fit in to this new class of mine. It was quite hard at first, I hung out with Carol, Drusilla, Eileen, Cheryl & Janice. I can never forget my first half of the year was spent with them, a really good one though, they never fail to amuse me :) Oh and my Birthday of course :D The brilliant idea Dee came up with, I really miss those times we had together Dee when you were not so caught up in studying for your Os and Prelims. When I stayed over after the concert and we were having phone calls and you wanted to cook pasta for me ( ! ) Haha, I love you Dee, and of course you had one of those Denise moments. I remembered walking along Orchard you showed me this picture and your phone dropped and I kicked it all the way to the other end of the building and you were laughing when you picked it up and *** was laughing too, it was hilarious.
During June, you can say that it was the best time of all. I had my UK trip which I've always looked forward to, but about 3 weeks before the trip, I begin regretting signing up to go for it. There was so many things happening during that time that I wasn't sure I could just go and leave it all for 10 days. There was also my family ( okay, I know I sound like some one who has already gotten married but whatever ) the gatherings that were arranged and my Aunties and Uncles have even thought of heading up to Malaysia for 3 days and yes, I missed all that. My Mum even wanted to go to Hong Kong ! But thank God I went ahead with the UK trip if not I would have missed such a great opportunity. Those 10 days spent with my close friends was a truely rewarding one as we got to know each other better and we too had the time of our lives. I remembered on the first day at Manchester, I was so homesick that I almost cried ( shut up ). First it was at the airport, when we all switched on our phones after a long 13 hour flight and I got a number of messages. I got one from Cherlene that made me really happy. But then I opened the next one and immediately it hit me really bad, I wanted to fly back and give that person a hug. Haha and Cheryl tried her best to make me feel better by telling me that I have her :D ( eww ) But it didn't really work because when I got back to the hostel, I recieved a message from my Mum and I was like ' Damn it man, I want to go home ' I was seriously homesick, I was on the brink of tears and Denise was about to cry too. But other then that, it was a really good trip.
Other then that, when I got back from my trip, my silly twin flew off to Club Med and I missed the chance of seeing her. I was looking forward to seeing her after such a long while which equals to A MONTH. I opened my email and to my suprise, there was the Sec 3 &4 June camp :) I didn't hesistate to sign up for it and it was really really fun. I bonded so much with Bestfriend, our late night talks at the stairs and behind the toilet and not forgetting that long walk along the beach. I'm so thankful for having her in my life, I wonder what I'll do without her there to support me. I love you Bestfriend :D June was such a great month that I didn't want it to end. And our last minute plan to head up to Choey's house to suprise her for her birthday and she was really suprise and touched :) And our Sunday School class party, Choey & I took the time to catch up with Hannah & Zaneta while the rest fooled around.
And it came July, music marathon that took up so much of our time but lessons were cancelled because of this so yay ! We were all practicing in class but most of the time we were just slacking, sleeping and laughing the day away :D And July was where I grew to love school more and more. My recesses were spent with Anna, Candice, Glynnis, Sok & Angela who never never fail to make me laugh. They are what I go to school for :) Change of seating arrangement and I ended up sitting with Dory, yes sometimes she can be oh so annoying that you just want to slap her but if she wasn't there to listen and help me along all this while, I think I would have just crash & burn. It was a really heartwrenching month for me but I guess everyone in school took all of that away.
August, it just passed. Everyone was so tensed and stressed studying for common test and also everyone was busy preparing for the end of years. Haha, I can never forget the many videos of Candice singing thinking she can sing so much better than Joakim :D Every single day sing as many songs as she can, never stop singing. And of course for cheering me up even though you know I still can't really let go of it all and telling me to love you instead, but you have Anna la :) Of course for my Mum for getting me a new phone for no rhyme or reason just suprising me during dinner, I was really suprised and touched. For National Day was spent at my Cousin's house swimming and watching the parade and singing the National anthem out loud after don't know how long. Plus, PL won the bronze award for Arts Education. I guess when it came to August it made all of us realise that this year is coming to an end and that next year it'll be our turn to sit for O levels and then we'll all be in different JCs, Polys and just like that, 4 years of Secondary school goes by so quickly.
I guess this year so many things happened for a reason. Stronger friendships were made this year and also a lot of studying has been made. This year has been quite a good year and obviously everyone knows that I hated July the most, I really hated it. But with my friends there for me, things went a lot easier and better. So many events had taken place, be it good or bad, but I didn't regret making those choices. I'll never regret whatever has happened during these past few months. I guess through all of these, it made me a stronger person. I mean somethings in life no matter how hard you try to hold onto them, eventually you have to let it all go one day. I was once like that, not wanting to let go, but now it made me realise that it's not worth it, what's the point ? And to every single one of you ( School or Church ): Thank you for playing a part in my life, and for supporting me through these few months, I love all of you, MWAHHHHH :D